That being said, I had a bad day at work today. I'm not sure what put me in such a bad mood, but I was snappy all day. Sometimes I really hate working there.

I'm falling into another trap, and I hate myself for it. I told myself I wouldn't for a while. I wanted to wait to have feelings for anyone, because it hurt so much last time..

We met on pof, that silly dating site, and have been talking solid for a few months. Our main form of communication is through yahoo messenger, and text massaging, though we have talked on the phone before.

When he first gave me his number, I was too nervous to call him, so I gave him my number instead. When he finally called, I froze and stared at the phone in panic, before answering it. I was so scared.

We've gotten so close since then, I never thought we'd trust each other as much as we do... It's bizarre.

Anyway, we're supposed to meet for the first time this weekend. We're going to a multicultural fair at the local University.

It took us quite a while to decide on the perfect date to meet, it all at to be just right. He has to drive 7 hours here, poor thing, and he's really looking forward to it.

I can't wait to meet him, but I'm insanely nervous that he won't like me as much in person as he does online.