((Manic)) I hate life right now. My manic depression is as an all-time extreme. I need at least two more surgeries to make my pain go away. I don't know why I'm having all these problems. Why do I deserve this? I think about suicide everyday, now, but I haven't started cutting or anything. I've become very restrictive in what I eat, and only eat once a day, if that. Medi-cal won't cover my manic depression medication, and my other meds have stopped working for me. If things keep continuing to spiral downhill, I don't know where I'll end up... That really scares me. | Navigate previous Next New Old Rings Contact Notes Credit Host Design Current Favorite Quote "Some people are so afraid to die that they never begin to live" | |